I updated the theme, again. I like this a little more, but one of these days I should really design something from scratch that actually depicts what I want. Sigh. It'll happen eventually. Right now, I really do not have any motivation to get anything done. I'm out of touch with my little inner coder and can't get any meaningful code written. Can't seem to summon my creative juices to do some NaNo writing (I was going to participate this year, but here it is, November 14th and no words written). Nor can I get the motivation to grind away in WoW.

Such is life I suppose. Perhaps I'm depressed over being single again, and it being the holidays. I'm sure that's part of it, but I'm not sure it's really the reason for my crappy moodiness. (I hope that makes sense..). I think it really comes down to finances though. Being broke and struggling to get your bills paid, and not having anything left over for stuff like food and clothes really does make life less fun.

Regardless, next week is Thanksgiving. Not entirely sure what I'm going to be doing yet, or where I may be going. Not sure I'll know until next Thursday even...

I really don't know where I'm going with all this. My mind is spewing random crap out, and rambling on and on. I think I'll go make some hot cocoa, and maybe I'll sit back, relax, and read for a bit. Or maybe I'll find something else to do that might help spur some sort of motivation from deep within.

Bleh.

Bleh. Indeed.